believe the lie

I am ambitious but quite the procrastinator. I can’t wait to live, because I haven’t lived yet at all. I never seem to act my age. I can be to mature and to immature, it depends on the day. I turn sixteen on September twenty-sixth. You’ll always see me smiling, I’d like to call it contagious. I always know what to say to make a person laugh, it’s all about timing. I hardly ever cry, and if I do, it won’t be in front of you. At a concert I will be the person to know every song, and to sing along with every word. I will always be the one to support a band living off a dime a day and playing at any hole in the wall. Who wheel their shit on skateboards because they can’t afford roadies. Those are the boys with talent. I am the girl behind the gun.